Mal Mal,
My McSmeags, my papa glock. I love you so much. This hurts so badly-you don't even know. I will never forget you, Mrs. Hughes' 6th grade girls counseling group where we first bonded and where you talked about Ryan Hicks and how he was obsessed with you (which he literally was), Our love for Leonardo Dicaprio, staying after school for yearbook in middle school, "If its snowing in florida....", Cheerleading, "I kick dirt in your face! Espresso! Espresso! Espresso!", "Nacho's, Nacho's, Nacho's, But they're Your's!", the sacred camel, the day i felt fat and gross in my black pants so you switched pants with me bcuz you were wearing your cool new abercrombie khaki's that you knew i loved, spiking la milk, is the light green yet?, your obsession with lipgloss in high school, stoney spagoni, the genie bottle, how we lost it (the genie bottle)but got it back thanks to missing signs we put up in the cafeteria, bittersweet symphony and the assigned instruments that we played, the joke at cheerleading camp, getting kicked out of brighton soccer camp, your infamous party that 3 whole school districts were present for, the boat, the greatly lit parking lot for april, senior bowling and the neverending blinker to turn left, "Is this a lane?", when me and julie z skipped a whole day of school to suprise you at penfield with balloons and a cake and how happy and suprised you were, the locker we shared and the emergency cigs which were never actually there bcuz we'de smoke them all, never have i ever been the laughing stock of a party, driving all the way to darien lake only to discover that by the time we got there it was only open for 20 more minutes because summer hours hadnt started yet (but we still had an amazing time with our conversations), the time at cobbs when jimmy moe kicked a rock that practically paralyzed me but you thought it was so funny and laughed so hard, H'Ding?, SAMPSON, swimming the english channel, our talks this summer, the lilac festival and our sleepover at age 21 and 20, the origin of mcsmelf, how we were obsessed with the jungle, the countless episodes of aquateen hunger force that you made me watch until i too was obsessed with it-God Mal, i dont know what i'm going to do without you. Please give me your strength, your energy, kindness, witt, sense of humor and your sarcasm to be strong as i live without you. You WERE a rock star mallory-more than you'll ever know. Thank you so much for the times of my life. I love you so much, always and forever. McSmeags and McSmelf Forever! Bye Mal....